I have been back from Ankara for almost nine months now, and my memories from Turkey are still vivid. I used to think the study abroad experience wasn’t a significant experience, but it truly is an unforgettable experience. It’s a bit difficult to summarize what happened in one blog entry, but I am certain future entries will be dedicated to my study abroad experience in Turkey.

Last week’s conversations with one of my dear friends from Turkey left me feeling very nostalgic. I can’t believe it was about a year ago that Erin, Zekiye, and I were saying goodbye to Ishraq. It seems like yesterday I sat defeating numerous people (mostly Erin and Ishraq hahaha…I love you guys!) in tavla (backgammon), playing Uno, drinking chay, and telling jinn stories in Ebi. I think the friends I made then are ones that I will never forget and ones with whom I will continue to keep in touch.

I met some amazing people who taught me so much. I also met some people with whom I didn't get along. I have a feeling culture shock took a toll on a lot of people, which might explain our behaviors. I don’t think I took this well either because prior to my departure from Stockton, I had a conflict with my friends. I talked about an issue face to face with some people who gave a most cruel, childish, and cold response and reaction. I don’t want to say I am confrontational, but I do like to try to get things out in the open. Of course, this has backfired on me, and I have realized that there are certain issues that are worth getting upset over. I am slowly learning how to control my emotions and not take everything personally. Thanks to those who have been patient and honest with me. Some of the best lessons were learned abroad from people who were honest and sincere…I hope and pray for good relations with everyone in my life and nothing but love in my heart for all.

I think one of the reasons why Erin and I miss Turkey so much is because of the people we met. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, but overall my experience was a positive one. It makes me realize that it’s not just about the destination, but who accompanies you to that destination. I know I can never live a life of solitude. I don’t think anyone can for that matter.

Peace and Love